Ive heard tell that the only way to escape death and rebirth and to return to "god, energy, origin of consciousness" is to give up all attachments, to even give up your own identity, to become less human, and more being... more consciousness. If and when you accomplish this, if you can hold on to it until you die, when you die you aren't reborn, you return to the original state of being... instead of returning to suffering (life).
Imagine life as one big neverending game, when you beat it (or die if you may) you just start all over again, experiencing pain and the suffering of playing the game all over again. That only when you make the decision that you want to stop playing the game, is when you can finally return to the origin of eternal peace, harmony and happiness. That everything and everyone around you is constantly telling you, play the game play the game, don't stop playing the game because i cant stop, do this, do that, eat this, drink that... that we really don't really have the ability to make any conscious decisions at all, that the only true conscious decision we can make is to just... stop. to just... be. To refuse to play the game, to decide to go home. (inevitably dieing of dehydration)
I dont know, i have no idea. I refuse to have faith in something that i do not know, because i understand that there is always the possibility of it not being true. I have no beliefs, i only have ideas. I have no faith, only uncertainty. I refuse to lie to myself, i refuse the satisfaction of pretending to know something i don't... or pretending to understand something I don't. I have the ability to give my life meaning and understanding in any way i want, and i choose to do it with as much honesty within myself as i can muster.
Because i don't know, i will always be living my life in some sort of fear. Though i can choose to not be afraid in spite of that fear (courage), or i can choose to pretend that i am not scared (faith). I choose honesty, i choose to be courageous in the face of my fear, im not going to pretend that it isn't there because it is.
So i choose to live my life under one main factor that dictates how i react to each and every situation,
If by chance, we do have life after this. If by chance we don't just cease to be, cease to exist. I am a firm believer that IF this is true (though i do not claim to know) that what i do in this lifetime... good or bad, just or evil... will have a direct effect on how my existence will be next time around. (if that's what happens, i do not know)
Understanding that i do not know, and understanding that is exactly where fear comes from... i can choose to face it with courage instead of faith.
Treat people the way i want to be treated, live every moment as if it could be my last, because i will never gain the ability to understand or know what is going to happen when i die.