life sucks i will die soon im shure

Wordz

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good for you i can spell actuly it called typing in the dark.if your so happy why do you have to try and mess with someone down on there luck? maby to make youself feel better idk good luck.

can you spell actually? do you have your monitor off also? that 20gauge hollow point is gonna leave a big mess to clean up fyi. I don't think it will make you feel better when your dog explodes.
 

Blue Wizard

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Hey dude if you want to think of yourself as a puss be my guest.

Not having any friends in school does at the very least make you a loser though.
Yep, I'm a loser, no friends at school because I was the only white kid there and everyone hated me because of it, even the teachers treated me like shit. But it's my fault for being different, at least when we moved out of that border town hell hole things got better. Had some great friends in high school, nothing but enemies in all the other grades though.
 

TheChosen

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budsmoker I heard the life of a traveling child prostitute can be difficult. Glad you made it out ok
 

stickyicky0420

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I'm this way because I was abused for more than half my life, but I guess I'm still a puss because I didn't go columbine on my jr high. Which is the only way I could think of to stop getting ganged up and beaten by 10+ kids at a time in full view of teachers who yell horrible things and laugh at me while it was happening. Fighting back is no good when that out numbered, and when you do get the upper hand by some miracle, you get a knife pulled on you for your trouble. But I guess I'm a big ol' puss for letting years of abuse at school and basically everywhere except home (occasionally) mess me up.
yea wiz is right so everyone who didnt have a perfect semi perfict up bringing (nothing wrong with that) is a big ol pussy that would make almost all of us on here pussys. good for you thechosen you not a pussy lol congrats everyone has fears but not everyone can conquer fears like you. i hope u can understand everyone hasnt had an enjoyable life like you.
 

stickyicky0420

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budsmoker I heard the life of a traveling child prostitute can be difficult. Glad you made it out ok
i bet your relly the biggest bitch in the world hideing behind the comp trying to act so cool online to make yourself feel better. i honestly feel sorry for people like you who have no compassion what so ever!
 

Wordz

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Yep, I'm a loser, no friends at school because I was the only white kid there and everyone hated me because of it, even the teachers treated me like shit. But it's my fault for being different, at least when we moved out of that border town hell hole things got better. Had some great friends in high school, nothing but enemies in all the other grades though.
I know how you feel we used to beat up this black kid all the time because he was the only black kid at my school. The teachers would just cheer us on. I still remember the field day event where the teachers let Jamal have a 5 minute head start and then we all got to chase him and whoever had the most of his clothing at the end of the day was the winner. I got the gay ass 4th place ribbon for effort.
 

cannabutt

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Hey OP, wtf is your avi? looks like a stuffed cat with rabbit ears lol

anyway your either a lair, blind or a troll? just because you think you have no friend's doesn't mean no one cares about you dude...

Think out side the box
 

MrFrance

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hello stickicky0420, i've been talking to a friend about you, she said tell him "to get his hair cut, have a splash in a river/lake or a shower. have a little tidy up of your apartment and put some fresh clean clothes on"

the love x
 

VILEPLUME

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i have been depressed lately i have sever social anxiety and no frinds i want frinds but my social anxiety is horrable. if it wasnt for my dog i would have killed myself a long time ago. im 22 no frinds no family closes family to me is 800 miles away my grandmother who i never talk to. i am about to be homeless cause i cant work cause of my anxiety and the only thing im good at i cant do cause it is illegal where i live i would give anything to have a chance to move to a legal state so i can grow and get medicen for my anxiety without a prison sentance. im not an ugly person i actuly dont look bad at all but i still dont have enough cofidence to go outside much less talk to a girl my dog is about to die he is 18 and i probably wont be to far behide him. i bought a 20 gauge and i keep 1 hollow point slug just incase so i will have a way out of this horrable life. i inderstand that lots of people have it worse than me but it dosent make me feel any better. i mean i have food and drinks and people are out there starveing but i still hate my life. i have no hope and o see no end to this dark tunnel i only relly see one way out...
peace and much love
sticky
You realizing this makes you more stronger than you think.

Like many others, I share in the same problems you have. The easiest way I found is to not care. I had horrible anxiety all my life and would sometimes hide from certain people, now I just dont care. They see me, I see them, and I just keep thinking "whatever".

I cant even begin to think about all the shitty stuff that has happened in my life, but my advice is to not dwell on it. Dwelling on hate or jealousy hurts your own body more than you know and it grows like a tumor.

The good news for you is that you were born in a developed country and that you speak english. I travelled and taught english in china and found it very rewarding. I did not have any money or speak chinese, but the chinese students showed me a lot of respect and wanted to be my friend. They accepted me very easily even though I am a pretty weird guy.

Just remember that life is super super short. People I know dying around me yearly and they all say the same thing, "make sure you live your life with no regrets"
 

stickyicky0420

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can you spell actually? do you have your monitor off also? that 20gauge hollow point is gonna leave a big mess to clean up fyi. I don't think it will make you feel better when your dog explodes.
says the guy who spends all day trying to find a typo lol i feel sorry for people like you not for my self
 

stickyicky0420

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Hey OP, wtf is your avi? looks like a stuffed cat with rabbit ears lol

anyway your either a lair, blind or a troll? just because you think you have no friend's doesn't mean no one cares about you dude...

Think out side the box
its my pet rabbit thumper :) hes a house rabbit
 

TheChosen

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yea wiz is right so everyone who didnt have a perfect semi perfict up bringing (nothing wrong with that) is a big ol pussy that would make almost all of us on here pussys. good for you thechosen you not a pussy lol congrats everyone has fears but not everyone can conquer fears like you. i hope u can understand everyone hasnt had an enjoyable life like you.
You know nothing of my upbringing. I could have lived in the lap of luxury or watched my mom count quarters to feed me and my brothers. You don't know, so stop acting as if you do.

The difference between you and I, is that I have enough sense to know that regardless of what happened yesterday, if I sit in front of a computer in the dark with no job, I would end up homeless just as you have predicted for yourself. Which is why I have a job to fulfill my financial needs, a social life to keep my mind and body busy, and in my down time to myself I don't make threads on websites for stoners trying to draw sympathy for myself.
 

stickyicky0420

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his manure is great for organic nutes to allot of nitrogen and it wont burn plants if not composted i love animals in the pic he is standing on his cardbord box house i made him he loves it :) rabbits are verry smart he even uses his little litter box :) sorry to stray from the subject
 

Wordz

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his manure is great for organic nutes to allot of nitrogen and it wont burn plants if not composted i love animals in the pic he is standing on his cardbord box house i made him he loves it :) rabbits are verry smart he even uses his little litter box :) sorry to stray from the subject
too bad you can't grow cuz it's illegal
 

srh88

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im sorry, whoever wants to say something to me.. go ahead... Man the fuck up kid, forreal? weed is the only thing that will keep you alive? its a tough world out there kid.. thats why they say only the strong survive, dont be a coward
 

TheChosen

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i bet your relly the biggest bitch in the world hideing behind the comp trying to act so cool online to make yourself feel better. i honestly feel sorry for people like you who have no compassion what so ever!
lmao again at the lame sitting in the dark calling be a bitch that's hiding. What am I hiding from? I have had friends that get down and depressed and I tell them the same shit to their face. To get over it, move on, and improve your quality of life in one way so that you have less to be depressed over. If you want a limp shoulder to cry on go find a forum to doctor phil fans.
 
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