it's hard to grow when you have neighbors and landlords conspiring against you. at EVERY apartment i've had when i was growing and LEGAL, i had landlords that sent out surprise inspection letters every couple months, and that often wouldn't show up for TEN DAYS after the date given making me want to set everything back up and say "get lost! you didn't show up on the date specified!" but i know they were just trying to catch me growing. i also had neighbors stress me out at every place, ansi STILL say it was because of the same sneaky lying trolls here somehow finding out who i am and getting everyone to fuck with me. i lost my last apartment AND my gear because of that shit and am reduced to renting a freakin' room with bad credit now because of that crap, and had to give away ALL of my plants that i was just getting ready to flower because of trifling in a FOURTH apartment that "locals only" drama followed me to and nearly made me turn violent on neighbors for violating my personal space when i'd had enough of people conspiring against me like weasel turds.
i also don't takes pics of everything. i don't even really like to, and used to DESPISE grow reports that were all about pics and nuts levels etc. with absolutely shitty smoke reporting. that's my ONLY priority... finding the best buzzes i can and sharing my experiences because good smoke reports, especially if you want to get high, are few and far in between.
as to WHAT i've done in my grows, hey, i'm the first one to qualify EVERYTHING! i reported my last flowering grow getting shut down because of the hot spot burns one day i forgot to turn my fan on because another pesky bitch of a neighbor was wall banging my bedroom with the fan on 24/7. it wasn't a finished grow, but i DID get viable seeds out of everything except the jack and jack's cleaner 2 (i STILL say the landlord fucked that up as it seems like i've always had the most problems with my favorites in a weird coincidence like leaf curl from sour cream x cindy apollo too) and the buzzes i got out of EVERYTHING were way fucking better than ANY of the stoner crap i've wasted money on for over 25 years. that is a fact, but i'd rather smoke mexican brick than stoner bud as i despise getting stoned. always have, and always will. it's depressing.
to me, that alone is a good reason to share my experience as anyone who wants to get high would rather smoke an early harvested saliva than any afghani.
it's also disingenuous to go out of one's way looking for excuses to dismiss information. it's like there's an active conspiracy against getting high that hopes beyond dealers refusing to grow saliva doms. they don't even want them discussed, and i've seen trolls attacking at least one other sativa grower in another forum confirming my suspicion. it's some kind of reactionary fear of anyone doing anything different along the lines of "kill the messenger" which is a REAL instinct among xenophobes who think with their emotions instead of logically. i'm very logical with poor interpersonal skills, but as far as i'm concerned, the truth speaks for itself.
i've grown enough bud to have TWO generations of VIABLE seeds. if someone doesn't want to accept that info, that's their biz, but telling others how to interpret it is lowbrow playground grade bullying. i respond violently top bullies, the more the merrier, and i've chased bigger and more than me away more than once.
i'm getting better bud from what i "fuck up" than 25 years worth of "properly grown" indicrap. that isn't open to debate! i'll take my gear, even the most generic of it, over virtually anything i've ever bought since the 80s. that's gotta sting cash crappers to see someone dissing their schwag so openly, but i like getting high and high only. the sour diesel i scored last month was overpriced, but better smoking than sour cream if not as tasty and CH9 jack, but all of the other hazes, jacks and thais i've tried matched it or were better. i seek out gear that's as far from indic a as possible and share my results. no one else is reporting on the strains i've tried like lemon skunk, saliva trans-love and as far as i know, to this day, not HQS' haze x skunk. trying to suppress that info is the DEFINITION of conspiracy.
there's an AGENDA against me, and even after i back my claims up with facts and pics, i'm still persecuted. WTF?! why isn't anyone attacking the liars when they get CAUGHT lying? how are YOU right there?
i liked the taste of my JW C99 and super cali haze better under halide than i did the cross under sodium. i've provided EVIDENCE that supports the "halides = quality" claim from multiple sources, answered the erroneous claim that halides DON'T produce UV and so on, yet i'm still under fire by liars who for some crazy ass fucking reason that eludes me are perceived as more credible! it makes no sense whatsoever!
don't believe the person who tells the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, and who'll be the 1st to admit when they're wrong...
believe the big mouths who talk about shit that's easy to prove wrong because "they cooler"
whatever
