All of them. I got off meth for them. I come back and gues wat? No body gives a flying fuck. Sober, dope fiend doesnt matter nothings changed absolutely nothing. I used drugs so i wouldnt feel i was a zombie i felt nothing.when i got sober i didnt become hapier i became angry. The longer i was sober the more angry i became now im full of fucking hate. I just told my mom i was done with my family that i did it for them and they dont care and what kind of christians they were to b so unforgiving? And she turned around with an angry look on her face saying" you did horrible things to them!" And i yelled But they fucking forgave Nathan!(My brother, a worse dope fiend then me!) And she said hes really trying and working hard" that made me fucking livid im so angry im shaking. Drugs made me a harmless drooling zombie. Probly safer for me and others for me to be doped outa my mind. Fuck it . Ill talk to yall later ima go score some medicine