haven't been alone in a very long time..
kind of on a rollercoaster of happiness and extreme depression. came home tonight to finish taking down the grow.. looking at wedding pictures on the wall, childhood photos etc and the empty house, completely silent just grow fans.it kills me.. house is destroyed, she decided she doesn't want any of it. even buying a new wardrobe, yay tax money. feeling pretty much abandoned. i havent heard her voice in days. we've been attached at the hip so long, was my best friend. she never even shed a tear for me, no emotion at all
I wish I could just hire a hooker to keep me warm at night and see me off in the morning..
I hate this house. haven't slept in the bedroom in a month
well fuck, gonna go see if I can't find me another dimension to visit tonight..