WOW. This is classic narcisism! You weren't seeking god, which you said, he would reveal himself to those that do; yet he revealed himself to YOU, hmmm. Did you notice how many times you said "I" and "My" and "Me" in that quote? And "We" speaking of the "true" believers; which you are counting yourself as...NINETEEN TIMES!
Which is it, God reveals himself to those who seek....or as you put it...."But then all the sudden I felt an overwhelming force pushing me in a different direction". If that is true, then we don't need to worry, because god will "push" all of those special people into heaven! And you felt the "spirit" of this "god" coarsing through your physical body? Shouldn't you rather say that everyone who has the breathe of life has the spirit of god coarsing through their bodies? Or don't they? Do you have to seek him or is he gonna "push" you into it? C'mon bro get outside of yourself for awhile. If God exists, he/she exists apart from our believing it or not. If we all were honest about the whole thing we could sincerely say I really DON'T have a clue as to the nature of God or his relationship to us, apart from the fact that there are certain physical laws that we must abide by to survive in this life. How did the world get here....I really don't know, whoever put it here didn't ask my opinion on the matter. Is there an afterlife? I don't know, I haven't been there yet if there is. Be honest about these things and stop trying to convince everyone else that you were so special that the creator of the universe pushed you into a relationship with him when you didn't want to have one. The fact of the matter is, is that you desperately wanted this to happen and have fabricated this "story" in your mind to validify your higher "beliefs" about God, that you are trying to convince everyone you can that you have something that they don't, when in fact, YOU DON'T!
And to everyone who "quotes" the bible to validify their beliefs...Look, all you are doing in quoting it is validifying someone elses ideas about god, not yours. The biblical creation account in Genesis is nearly word for word copied from Babylonian texts. So who's account are you putting your trust in? I believe in God, but not the jewish version of him/her. Not because I'm anti-semitic, because I'm not. The fact of the matter is, that ANYONE who claims exclusivicity in the matter is showing just how far away from the truth they are. "Where were you when I laid the foundations of the world"?
Now to answer the oringinal question....The answer is simple...if whoever put us, and everything else here; did they do it for our good or our destruction? If for our destruction, why? If for our good, then we should wholeheartedly embrace that/those gifts and treat them as such with rejoicing and thanksgiving always! True religion is not about I but rather WE. Does Marijuana harm or heal? CASE CLOSED! ROLL ONE UP AND ENJOY THE GIFTS THAT THE CREATOR HAS GIVEN US! Whoever he/she/they may be....THANK YOU TO THE CREATOR OF MARIJUANA, IT IS TRULY A WONDEROUS GIFT!