I was home alone one night with some lovely medical grade Ketamine. I got myself a nice pair of headphones and an eye mask. Lay myself in bed with a duvet on, mirror in my lap and GOT GOING!
After all the 10`s of sketchy entities and weird landscapes I saw, I recall seeing a greyish alien appear from the distance and start approaching me. As soon as I thought about it, I thought of making friendly gestures, and as soon as I thought this another alien stepped out from behind the one walking towards me (they were back to back).
The one in front looked strictly female and smiled, started doing a "sexy walk". This got me SO excited, its amazing how psychedelics can just project the picture of an alien while activating the sensory parts where you would look at a smoking hot chick
To my dissapointment, they ran towards me and jumped right into me leaving a really nice feeling
I`ve tripped a fair few times (not as much or as hard as you high) and saw many different things. My very first psychedelic was DMT. I`ve seen what psychedelics do, they make you into the god of your own reality. You chose what is real and what is there, and you also choose to surround yourself, with people in the physical world, that match your thoughts. This realm is more real, but in dreams its very apparent when you try and make sense of who you dreamt of and why. Its all your projection. You can just view life as a dream, and change whats around you, as its no different than your thoughts!
As observers we are extremely biased with our own ego`s (your friend). When an ego wants to manifest itself, it will do it one way or the other. You can get into fights, finish a degree with a 1st, get a sick work placement, get the prettiest girlfriend.... So on... But things get a little bit dodgy when psychedelics are in the picture, and you can clearly see this with your friend. Everything we belive, we belive for benefits. Everything we do, we do for benefits. Our society is based on benefits and getting attention...
Once you start to project your inner world hard enough to the outer world, you start to experience some miscommunication and inaccuracy when interpereting events. Its
up to the individual to notice when he is doing this too much. Everyone does it (inc. people who don`t trip), we`re all a little bit psychotic and schitzophrenic to see what we want to be seeing in our life
High, once I figured out the above I`ve stopped tripping. I have retired, with a lovely pension of happiness & knowledge. I acknowledge psychedelics as one of the best thing I ever did, but I still think its %10 stuff and %90 how you look at it
And I remain completely atheist, with belief that I`m as alive as the computer I press buttons on. Everything can be explained by science, and every other belief is science. Everything just is, and the events around us are within reason. Only by reasoning properly, we can distinguish reality from our inner world. I don`t see the need for any aliens, unless you want to equate yourself to Jesus Christ
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