Two things
First, man did you fuck up. You have no clue how badly yet either which is the tragic and funny part, just wait till your cleaning shit piss vomit and dealing with temper tantrums all while never sleeping, you haven't even started the kids still in the hospital. Your in high school with little to no job security and you think you have it all figured out, your mentality and priorities are fucked. I know people like you, who act the same way and think the same way and in six months your "life" will be what you consider "hell"
Second, your life will be hell and your going to have to learn to love it. Your gonna make one choice and it's the most important of your short life, your either gonna be there or gone for your kid. My father was gone because he had the party fratboy mentality so maybe I'm a bit sensitive to the situation but at the moment of conception when you were balls deep in baby momma bareback you made the choice to bring life into this world, think of that life like your own. That kid deserves a stable household with some finances and all the love and aspects of two parents. If you can't man up and deliver that someday we might be sitting in a bar and you may complain to me how hard it is and I might knock out your teeth.