So, i know this is specific Jibber jabber and i am always random. I do not punctuate correctly and am a shitty ass speller.
I started a stupid fight for no real reason. (the bitch gene runs deep within my veins)
How do you become a stepford friend/girlfriend/wife when you are naturally a bitch?
i know the most obvious answer here is smoke more.
I hate smoke in general and can not stand the smell of fresh MJ or the smoke. I can cook with it and put it in my hookah, but now i am looking for a new job and am concerned with the testing.
If i do not talk at all and keep things to myself then i am not dealing with it and if i say something to bring it up in a light matter before i do it then i know i am just a bitch about it. I expect the best but i know better.
why can't i just keep my moth shut?
How do you suggest repressing the bitch gene. i can do it for a short time but then its like it is saying... Let me out of here or i am gonna explode.
I try hard to only seek out and look at the positive; that is just not working for me now and i do not know how to get a grasp back on it.. I just seem to do the passive aggressive thing so that it is not just pure aggression.
How do you do it?
i had to learn to repress my bitch gene a lot. im naturally just a fucking bitch. LOL the only place i dont repress my bitch gene is on here, and even than i repress it ab it but sometimes youll see my bitchiness come out by accident.
I always think before i speak, even if im really angered by something you have to literally bite your tongue sometimes and think about the best choice of words to use. I also try to think of how my concerns, thoughts or words may affect someone else's life. will you become respected or thought of negatively from this person because of your actions?
and than i think would my thoughts words or actions be culturally appropriate in some other place in the world? western world has become very outspoken, and rude and abrasive. its just how we are . Ill ONLY speak of how women are and not men, but i find a lot of the times women come off really trashy (not specifically you lol) when they are angry and bitchy. its okay to voice concerns but do it in proper way , women need to know their place sometimes with how they act, it can be a real turn off friendship/relationship wise to watch women bitch about something. its always best to pick your battles.
I know this girl, i love her shes a good friend but sometimes when something pisses her off and she goes into "bitch mode" its like...seriously? i end up looking at her like "ew" because of how she acts , sometimes its best to control your emotions, especially in a work place environment
I play a acoustic. Right now i just have a yamaha with me. My other guitars are back in oahu
